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Q: Have you seeked help/talked to a psychotherapist?
A: Yes. I talked to that same person twice. On the first time, she said that "Enjoy like while you're still young" but i was like "I'm not young anymore!" and now she is like "Get a job when you feel like it". I felt better after that but then it the depression hit me again. When i talked to her in Janurary 2015, she was like "Find something you enjoy doing" and i started to feel better after that.
Q: Has Anything/What made your depression worse?
A: I got suspended for one day at College because my depression went into overload. I almost committed suicide by jumping off the balcony even. Also, I didn't find out my great grandmother's death until Janurary 2015. It really made me cry so hard my dad called me "immature" for it. My grandmother died at the age of 93. She really lived a long life. I'll miss her very hard since i only got to see her once back way, way in 2007.. ; - ;
Q: Are you feeling better?
A: I'm slowly starting to forget about work and jobs so i can be a child at heart, but i still cry every now and then.
Q: What would make you feel happier?
A: If i could live forever so i wouldn't have to deal with looking/growing old. (I want to look cute forever!)
A: Yes. I talked to that same person twice. On the first time, she said that "Enjoy like while you're still young" but i was like "I'm not young anymore!" and now she is like "Get a job when you feel like it". I felt better after that but then it the depression hit me again. When i talked to her in Janurary 2015, she was like "Find something you enjoy doing" and i started to feel better after that.
Q: Has Anything/What made your depression worse?
A: I got suspended for one day at College because my depression went into overload. I almost committed suicide by jumping off the balcony even. Also, I didn't find out my great grandmother's death until Janurary 2015. It really made me cry so hard my dad called me "immature" for it. My grandmother died at the age of 93. She really lived a long life. I'll miss her very hard since i only got to see her once back way, way in 2007.. ; - ;
Q: Are you feeling better?
A: I'm slowly starting to forget about work and jobs so i can be a child at heart, but i still cry every now and then.
Q: What would make you feel happier?
A: If i could live forever so i wouldn't have to deal with looking/growing old. (I want to look cute forever!)
Twenty Twenty
Happy New Year to everyone!
As the end of the 2010s is fast approaching, I would like to say that this decade has been big. The transition at first was rough, but the years smoothly passed as I grew and learned over time.
In the earlier part of the decade, I originally wanted to become a reviewer and an artist. I was interested on how digital art worked and I wanted to try it out for myself, even if getting used to a tablet wasn't easy. At first, I did reviews, but most of them were rants and felt like they weren't worth doing anymore and the fact that I wanted focus more on my art.
A few years before the end of the decade, I had finally d
Currently at College
Hey everyone. Today's been an important and busy month for me, which is why I haven't been on deviantArt that much lately.
I've started college around the beginning of the month, which is of a residential one. It means I will be able to stay there during weekdays, but I'll be at home during most weekends. The course I'm doing will allow me to get a qualification in several subjects, including art, while I learn about independent living skills.
I was hoping there would be decent Wi-Fi there, but it turns out that most of social media is blocked, even not during school hours. My social media feed won't even load on my laptop at the college Wi
A Quick Trip (and a small update)
I'm going to visit France from Saturday to Wednesday or Thursday, so I won't be doing any art until then.
I might have to save commissions for way later on because the college I'm staying at isn't going to have the best internet there and I'll only come back home for weekends (and some other holidays, like half term in Halloween and Christmas break), which means I probably won't have enough time to do commissions. It could change, such as being able to do art commissions while staying at college, but things are not final.
Danish Holiday + College Update
On Tuesday morning, I'm going to leave for a road trip to Denmark for 10-11 days and for the first time in years, I'm not going to bring my laptop for a change. Mostly because I can access all of my social media outlets via my phone, and it would take less space in my luggage as a lot of food from Denmark, Germany, Benelux and France will be bought back home. I might do some physical drawings abroad if I end up bringing my sketchbook.
When I get back, I'm going to likely start doing commissions as I've finally thought up of an original character that I will use for design references, which may start in late June to mid-July. I also plan to g
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sometimes i smash my mums dining room table because i dont wanna become an adult
she then takes away all my good boy points and i throw a tantrum because i cant have chicken tendies for dinner
she then takes away all my good boy points and i throw a tantrum because i cant have chicken tendies for dinner