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My sadness has pushed me into something worse = not going back to my old Childhood.
My old Childhood (1997-2007) was perfect!
- I had friends,
- I was happy,
- They had great shows on TV,
- Some things were way better than they were now.
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That was all turned to dust when i got expelled from my old school (Back then, I thought School was stupid but now it's a huge regret because i been restrained so much i even put one of the teachers in hospital. (The teacher recovered though), I started to get more scared and cowardly easily starting on Halloween 2009 (I went to bed very late because i had been focusing on a game and i thought i was turning into a vampire because i grew sharp teeth like others.), and most of all, i was sent to this special secondary school which was nothing but pain; i was tormented by other children for THREE SCHOOL YEARS. Do you even know how it feels to get ALMOST get lighted twice?
Now I am at my second year of College. It felt like the first year was a total waste even though i did well at College mainly because of the TTR Alpha/Beta Key Era which started fights and such nearly everywhere on the Toontown Fanbase.
Now i'm scared because on my third year, i got to learn about employment and jobs which is really boring for me because i'm worried it will be the same routine again and again everyday. For my job, i would be a graphic designer but i also want to get invited to conventions around the world and such.
It just feels like the only highlight of my life was the first 10.5 years.
"Why can't i travel back to my younger self?"
My old Childhood (1997-2007) was perfect!
- I had friends,
- I was happy,
- They had great shows on TV,
- Some things were way better than they were now.
-----
That was all turned to dust when i got expelled from my old school (Back then, I thought School was stupid but now it's a huge regret because i been restrained so much i even put one of the teachers in hospital. (The teacher recovered though), I started to get more scared and cowardly easily starting on Halloween 2009 (I went to bed very late because i had been focusing on a game and i thought i was turning into a vampire because i grew sharp teeth like others.), and most of all, i was sent to this special secondary school which was nothing but pain; i was tormented by other children for THREE SCHOOL YEARS. Do you even know how it feels to get ALMOST get lighted twice?
Now I am at my second year of College. It felt like the first year was a total waste even though i did well at College mainly because of the TTR Alpha/Beta Key Era which started fights and such nearly everywhere on the Toontown Fanbase.
Now i'm scared because on my third year, i got to learn about employment and jobs which is really boring for me because i'm worried it will be the same routine again and again everyday. For my job, i would be a graphic designer but i also want to get invited to conventions around the world and such.
It just feels like the only highlight of my life was the first 10.5 years.
"Why can't i travel back to my younger self?"
Twenty Twenty
Happy New Year to everyone!
As the end of the 2010s is fast approaching, I would like to say that this decade has been big. The transition at first was rough, but the years smoothly passed as I grew and learned over time.
In the earlier part of the decade, I originally wanted to become a reviewer and an artist. I was interested on how digital art worked and I wanted to try it out for myself, even if getting used to a tablet wasn't easy. At first, I did reviews, but most of them were rants and felt like they weren't worth doing anymore and the fact that I wanted focus more on my art.
A few years before the end of the decade, I had finally d
Currently at College
Hey everyone. Today's been an important and busy month for me, which is why I haven't been on deviantArt that much lately.
I've started college around the beginning of the month, which is of a residential one. It means I will be able to stay there during weekdays, but I'll be at home during most weekends. The course I'm doing will allow me to get a qualification in several subjects, including art, while I learn about independent living skills.
I was hoping there would be decent Wi-Fi there, but it turns out that most of social media is blocked, even not during school hours. My social media feed won't even load on my laptop at the college Wi
A Quick Trip (and a small update)
I'm going to visit France from Saturday to Wednesday or Thursday, so I won't be doing any art until then.
I might have to save commissions for way later on because the college I'm staying at isn't going to have the best internet there and I'll only come back home for weekends (and some other holidays, like half term in Halloween and Christmas break), which means I probably won't have enough time to do commissions. It could change, such as being able to do art commissions while staying at college, but things are not final.
Danish Holiday + College Update
On Tuesday morning, I'm going to leave for a road trip to Denmark for 10-11 days and for the first time in years, I'm not going to bring my laptop for a change. Mostly because I can access all of my social media outlets via my phone, and it would take less space in my luggage as a lot of food from Denmark, Germany, Benelux and France will be bought back home. I might do some physical drawings abroad if I end up bringing my sketchbook.
When I get back, I'm going to likely start doing commissions as I've finally thought up of an original character that I will use for design references, which may start in late June to mid-July. I also plan to g
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I am sorry, SodaDog