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NOTE: This is a Continuation from my last journal. If you have read it, you will get the idea of this problem i am going through. You can find it here: Has it become harder to make friends?

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Lately, things have been going rock bottom for me. Now that i have found out Warner Bros. bought the rights
to make a "Fnaf" Movie, I wanted to kill myself. I thought this hellish video game series would end and die out
like "Slender", but no. IT HAD TO GET WORSE. 
Thankfully, I've been taking a break from Toonbook so I can forget my worries, but it feels like I have been starting
to miss it for some reason.
No. I don't want to move out. No, i don't want to get a job, have children, get married or DIE, EVEN! Same with aging! 
It wasn't even a problem during last year because i was optimistic during my "Outside Life", so i can forget all about the bad
things that have happened on the internet.
But that's when the LOSS OF escape from reality shtick came in.
I flip out mentally and rarely physically when i see a Vine quote being uttered in public, especially at my local Sixth Form College. It drives me to self-harm and suicide. No joke. I even try to fake it so they care for me more
instead of those so-called annoying "Viners". Even my brother quotes it. My brother isn't the same anymore. I just found out he
likes the overrated "Fnaf", there goes my hope for making-friends.
Seeing the Teen Titans Go! episode Super Robin made me feel traumatized about having no friends. (I'm not even going to tell
you the plot. It's very disturbing near the end.) It feels like my life is going to go that way because of what keeps happening.,,
There's no escape now. Everything is closing in on me, uneeded adulthood, internet trends, disturbing nightmares. Help me.

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But what would make me feel better?

Usually, a walk into town would calm me down but I keep seeing people in their 40s-90s which look very disturbing to me.
I don't even want to talk about what they are like because i don't want to end up like them.
Watching TV? The television we have here is a lie. Yes, we do have USA shows, but we have to wait a few months for them even messing
up the audio tracks. I feel so ashamed to hear screwed audio tracks of my favourite American programming, THIS ISN'T NORTH KOREA,
BRITISH! GET IT RIGHT! Also, I'm not really interested in British programming but i might check it out sometime.
Driving somewhere? Maybe. As long as it feels like a road trip. Mainly, I usually feel happy about going to London, but they recently
took down my favorite landmark and made it into some ugly-looking modern apartments. Ugh. I hate technology like this. Not to 
mention some of my favourite shops closing down...I hate progress.

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I don't want to think about my future, I don't want to think about employment! I don't want to think about grinding until I die!
I don't even want to die! I want to go back to being a child! What did i EVEN do to get into this nightmarish position?!


  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Vocaloid
  • Reading: Fanmade TV Screenplays
  • Watching: Television online
  • Playing: Toontown Rewritten and Sims 4
  • Eating: Fish fingers
  • Drinking: Water and coke


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The One and Only!
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Hi there!
I am an autistic British-Austrian gamer from the United Kingdom who likes travelling and playing video games! I usually experiment with different styles that you can find in my gallery. I tend to take inspiration from other artists i know about...sometimes around this site.

Someday, i would want to live in the United States, so i could explore the 48 States and even Canada by car so i can see what life is like there.

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ShiftyInfinity Featured By Owner 10 hours ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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SodaDog Featured By Owner 6 hours ago  Student Artist
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vito303 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015  Student General Artist
Hiya, I'm sure I already know the answer, but I'm about to have some free time soon. Did you still want me to draw you Soda dog? =)
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